Too Much thing happen recently

Firstly 1 of the gal I love before told me this she now may be got mental problem so I feel so sad hai...2nd my ex commit sucide hai...why so silly gal go down this type of foolish thing?3rd My Bro problem make me so sian hai...4th finally I know she back but my feeling is she avoid me hai...5th today go buy medicine for my mun and lost my way hai...6th today my back and whole body ache again sian...auntie eileen ask me see doctor but I think better not ba cos I know I will award in the hospital so better not haha..Hai...May be this is my life ba sian take care all my fren see ya