Finally

Finally Fen ru tell me the true,Senio going to enerage next month.When I head this news I break down.I cry out even when on train...I blame heaven why treat me this way?Why recently so many thing happen to me?My ex,My work,My family I going to crazy soon is this way continue.I know I should wish her all the best but I still cry out when telling fen ru I wish her all the best.To all people who concern me sorry to let you all worry but I thing I need to cool down this time.Fen ru and eileen,tom sorry for this few month worry..I promise I will try stand up again but not now just let me be with my way can?To senio I wish You and your husband all the best hope you 2 will stay lovely forever...Take good care of yourself too...Don't smoke or drink too much too espically when married too must take good care yourself and husband too my fren...Stay happily always gal...I miss you but don dare see you now too sorry scare I will cry again sorry...Sorry to be so selffish also in this way to avoid u but I know u also avoid me too so let be the same now ba miss ya