Sorry

Don't know why suddenly feeling say sorry to some of my ex and a gal special...Hai...seriously after thinking my past feel so bad to my ex...I mean the way I treat them,Break up with them cos some reason...schooling and family problem hai...Today suddenly miss her and wanted sms her but don dare hai......what I really want?I don't know hai...

Hai...

I told myself must forget her so I stop sms her or say thing about her le...But don know what the ending will like?Hai...Sale continue bad again..What happen to our sale?So bored about work and stress also hai...This 2 day I don know why feel pain again and tired hai...Hope You will stay happy forever ba all the best too I miss you still

Finally is a end

Yesterday Nite when I very tired she sms me...A message that make me sad fora whole day...She sms me tell me this I hope you can treat me as a fren cos I am going maried soon.1st in my mind is I know I should wish her all the best and hopefully her husband will take good care of her cos she is a very nice gal.I sms tom thanks for asking her tell me to give up by herself.But when to work with a down mood and black face whole day.I don know what I doing just smoke and drink now onli.I also don know why don want talk to tom?May be I want to relax myself awhile ba ..even the 3 day off not enough I think really need time to heal again ba

finally let me know the true le

2 days ago in chalet so tired after that knowing this she finally sms me...She tell me this she going married soon...I don know I should happy or sad?Happy is I know she find some 1 she love the most,sad is I don know what her future husband thinking?Why just let her work sg alone?You know ur gf working so hard in sg?Why can't come over here with her or fetch her go KL work?As for me I will try don bring in emotion to work hopefully so...

Tired le

Really feel too tired le luckily next week off...Hmm...today is Tom birthday so wish him happy birthday too:)Hmm...recently sale so bad again so sian...I really can't sleep don know Y?Cos of the job?Or cos oh her?Seriouly I really don't know can forget her ma?aI miss her still so much?I don't know anything le hope she fine onli...I hope 1 day we can met up and talk ba...when the day will come?I onli can say I believe if we avoid each others nth will settle and may be I will hurt others nia

very de sian day

Today sale damm bad don know why recently so bad hai.,,,Today heard news about her again then cut my nail again...hai...I tell myself not to think of her le end up injury and bad mood end up scold all my staff...Auntie eileen sorry for scolding you when do small matter wrong but I don know why just scold only hai...why like that sux