Finally is a end

Yesterday Nite when I very tired she sms me...A message that make me sad fora whole day...She sms me tell me this I hope you can treat me as a fren cos I am going maried soon.1st in my mind is I know I should wish her all the best and hopefully her husband will take good care of her cos she is a very nice gal.I sms tom thanks for asking her tell me to give up by herself.But when to work with a down mood and black face whole day.I don know what I doing just smoke and drink now onli.I also don know why don want talk to tom?May be I want to relax myself awhile ba ..even the 3 day off not enough I think really need time to heal again ba