Almost left this world

Today sale still almost same bad hai...Afternoon when busy jerry they all went in eat ice-cream.I over heard this she going back on 6 sept,ya may be I should happy for her cos she getting married soon...But I almost cry out and now still very down don know weather should met her for dinner with auntie?I almost knock down by a bike don know why I think die may be good for me don need stress also.My fren saw me today also he ask me wanna chg job?Manager post 1.9k should I change?Or should stay on?Who can help me also?I don know what to do le so tired

Almost left

Challange?

Today the sale is bad,lucky nite after 8 sale still alright...I heard another news is I have to work benten cafe iluma soon le...The sale there damm sux don't know I got the strength to pull up the sale ma?Hope so..Yesterday fen ru ask me this,You still contact senio?I say only sms her nite sms nia...I don know how to face her too ba...Another thing is wei qi birthday coming I ask my fren did she invite him?He say no but she have a great bf that is a math teacher le,so I should happy for her rite,No matter how is me the 1 who give up this relationship de....Yesterday lucky my god sis help me get present for her,and heard she still quite happy so still alright take care all my ex...Rowena amother 10 hour going back her country le good luck my fren see ya

Don't know How I feel?

Yesterday evensing so surpise finally see her after so long...When see her I don't talk too her much...To she I may be face black or don feel like see her ba...But the true reason is I don't dare see her cos when see her 1st eye my tear almost come out so I tell myself to control and don see her too much before tear out...So tired week I have also not enough staff working my OT almost 8 hr for 1st week but no OT pay sian...Hai...so tired until I don know what I should do also?Quit?Don think so ba cos a good comapany until now ba...Don quit also tired hai...This is my life?Yes so I have too accept it nia...Miss her ma?Yes I do with my true heart...I miss u silly gal

Sorry

Don't know why suddenly feeling say sorry to some of my ex and a gal special...Hai...seriously after thinking my past feel so bad to my ex...I mean the way I treat them,Break up with them cos some reason...schooling and family problem hai...Today suddenly miss her and wanted sms her but don dare hai......what I really want?I don't know hai...

Hai...

I told myself must forget her so I stop sms her or say thing about her le...But don know what the ending will like?Hai...Sale continue bad again..What happen to our sale?So bored about work and stress also hai...This 2 day I don know why feel pain again and tired hai...Hope You will stay happy forever ba all the best too I miss you still

Finally is a end

Yesterday Nite when I very tired she sms me...A message that make me sad fora whole day...She sms me tell me this I hope you can treat me as a fren cos I am going maried soon.1st in my mind is I know I should wish her all the best and hopefully her husband will take good care of her cos she is a very nice gal.I sms tom thanks for asking her tell me to give up by herself.But when to work with a down mood and black face whole day.I don know what I doing just smoke and drink now onli.I also don know why don want talk to tom?May be I want to relax myself awhile ba ..even the 3 day off not enough I think really need time to heal again ba

finally let me know the true le

2 days ago in chalet so tired after that knowing this she finally sms me...She tell me this she going married soon...I don know I should happy or sad?Happy is I know she find some 1 she love the most,sad is I don know what her future husband thinking?Why just let her work sg alone?You know ur gf working so hard in sg?Why can't come over here with her or fetch her go KL work?As for me I will try don bring in emotion to work hopefully so...