Sad day ba

Yesterday afternoon I just suddenly cry again...She finally went back Malaysia le,Why should I cry?She went back is a good or bad thing?I don't know...I hate her cos she went back without saying anything,why don just tell us early?so we can met up for a meal?Why she left me with a mark a memory that I will remenber her?whenever I see the mark I miss her ba..Hope this trip she back will be fine and back soon ba...