Thinking of my past again

Today suddenly my staff asking about Rom...I over heard that...Hmm...To me I think of my past ba,so the mood went down bad again...I think of the 2 relationship that almost married de so the mood went down alot...If You ask me,whether I still miss them?If I say no mean I lie you all...I miss her lots...Who say guy can't cry?I now typing with my tear now also I miss her ba...I don't know when will find true love again?I don't know I dare to take relationship again,cos scare hurt people again...I just hope she fine ba see ya